Please don;’t let me get me. I need help from myself. I’m completely ridiculing me and i’ve done nothing wrong. Why do I keep hurting myself telling myself that im ugly, that im fat, that im annoying, that i”m not worth it. I’ve been running from myself for so long now, but im tired, and lonely. I’m trying so hard t not let me get me, but ‘m closing in and i’v lost.
So what happens, when you have a mental state of mind that makes it impossible for you to be alone for even just a second.
Today, I just feel defeated. I feel like running from my thoughts, but not having anywhere to run. Today i have to cherish my loneliness, and although people don’t get it, I hate being alone, I hate thinking about whats broken my heart, and I hate not having someones shoulder to cry on, i guess its just a battle with myself. Cause the only time i need that shoulder is when nobodies around.
